Hi Emma, I’m sorry about your father. I think that it’s very brave of your mother to leave him. I also think that you might be able to heal real well with the support of your mother in this situation. It’s wonderful when one of your parent is on your side. I hope your mother recovers from this situation. She is probably suffering deeply as well. I love the fact that you have four kids and still are honest, open about your relationship with your husband. I think the fact that he loves you unconditionally will eventually heal you. It will take time. So, let it and let him support you. Sending love on your journey!