My fat clothes me. When I feel insecure I intentionally put on weight to shield myself. I’m over sensitive too. I don’t binge eat. But I don’t like to lose weight when I’m feeling insecure and anxious from over sensitivity. My fat is my defense system. I don’t have to talk to skinny people who appear to have their shit together.. because simply I don’t have the ‘right’ stuff here. Okay I will put this in a post. Shannon, thanks for inspiring me again. I hope you stick to your Leto diet. But there’s no pressure. You can always begin again when you are ready!